Helloooooo~!
If anyone's still here, yes I am still alive... if that was an issue, lol. I wanted to give an update to everything that's been going on with me lately and why I've been so absent.
Getting used to my job, I'm luckily still employed at my Mail Fulfilment job and got through the onboarding process. It's kinda been crazy and tiring. I haven't really wanted to draw much since I've been employed there, which blows... sorta. Luckily my boss has been cool enough to say that I can bring my drawing pad in so that during my breaks and downtime I can draw. Still, the art block has been a little serious, lol.
Sometimes I feel like the things I draw haven't really been worthy of posting either. They're either not finished or I feel like they don't look good. I've also been learning Krita since I'm not paying for a sub to own a program with CSP. (Still bitter about Clip making that decision to have a sub for a program) But I've at least enjoyed Krita, just... might take a while to master, of course.
That all being said, this year has been kind of strange and a bit depressing. I'm hoping that in the coming year, things will become more streamlined and I have the energy to actually want to do things I want to do. I just always have been very unmotivated about doing things I dream about doing, I need to change that part of me. Though at the same time, I don't blame myself when I feel so tired and sad all the time... that's depression for you I'm sure everyone can relate. xD
Alright, I just wanted to hop in to say something about me not being here for a long time. Oh, and Happy Holidays~ Please stay warm and I hope you're surrounded by love, friends, and or family~
- Ani :)
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